Okay begining of Dec me and 2 yr relationship so I thought ended.I kicked him out. I was so heart broken. well his best friend came over and we made out (kissed) but i couldn't go all the way even tho I did want to cause his friend told me alot of dirt on him. Well 3 weeks still didn't hear from my love so I said fuck it and called best friend and told him why not. well My love calls and Tells me its mew he wants to be with that he wants to marry me and he wants me to move to Washington, So I end up telling him everything thats happened and he is pissed well now he doesn't want me to wait till summer to move he wants me to move in MArch which I am all for it. but he left and I don't know if I forgive him even though I kicked him out. I do want to be with him, but what if it doesn;t work out I'll be In Wa with no family,, no support. then what BUt all i want to do is be by his side. What do I do!