I thought things in my life couldn't get any worse, I was wrong.

[TheGreatCthulhu]

My husband is in the hospital going in for his third surgery in a two month period.  This will be the second full open abdominal surgery he's had.  Hopefully this will fix all of the issues he's had from the first and second botched surgeries; the surgeon he has now is the one he should have had all along.

Last night I was hit with the info that my grandfather is undergoing chemo treatments and no one thought to tell me.  I was also informed my little sister isn't doing well and I can't do anything for her because she lives so far away, as does my grandfather.

Tonight I find out more information regarding my grandfather's health that no one thought to tell me.  It's sounding like he won't make it to this summer and I haven't seen him in several years because every time I've made plans to go visit, something horrible happens that prevents it.  I also found out that my grandmother isn't doing so well either.  She's been showing signs of dementia and tonight she opted not to attend the normal family get together because she was feeling dizzy and disoriented, which was the same thing that happened to her older sister just before she passed away.  All of my grandmother's siblings who have lived on the ranch my grandparents live on have had bizarre deaths caused suddenly by cancer.  I think there is something in the well water.  I just don't know what to do, it seems like everything is just compounding and I'm left here completely helpless to do a thing about it and I have zero support from people who live nearby.  My one friend who lives here is apparently not a friend at all and my husband's family is just ridiculously self-absorbed.

[ILoveKamNKate]

May. 8, 2011 at 5:04 AM

God Bless You and Your Family Sweetheart!  You're in my prayers!  Things will get better!  And have A Wonderful Mothers Day!!!

~You don't know me yet, Tasha!