Update 1/20

[brandonlauren]

Almost four yrs ago I was diagnosed with breast cancer.. Since then, ive had over eight different chemos and radiation twice.. As of now, im on a new trial drug at vanderbilt and so far, ive seen great results.. As exciting as it is, I just wanna be done with all this.. It gets so tiring constantly getting treatment and doing scans, I feel like my life is on hold for now.. I just wanna be a normal mom and take care of my house and my kids, be a wife to my hubby instead of him having to care for me.. I know he doesnt mind, and he tells me all the time but its still frustrating to me..

God has been a big part of all this.. He has healed me already, im just waiting on the manisfestation.. I know alot of you might not believe in God but ive seen too many wonderful things in my life to not believe.. He has blessed me so much, I couldnt begin to say everything He has done..

Im just praying that not long from now, ill be able to live out the rest of my days a normal, happy mommy and wife and have all this other stuff behind me!

[Lb128f]

Jan. 20, 2011 at 10:48 PM

I'm sure it has been rough on you....and I'm sure you are ready to be back to LIFE as it was prior to your DX. I believe you are healed and you will get back to "normal"....you've done a great job of hanging in there and doing all that's been required of you! I know your family is so thankful you are okay and HERE! I am! :-) You and your family are truly blessed!

[Toadalove]

Jan. 21, 2011 at 6:03 PM

Always be positve.  Join with God in the manifestation.  Always be affirmative with God knowing that the best is yet in store.  You go girl!  Just know that this is over.  I know it is hard but God helps us pull through all if we just trust.

Namaste, Toadalove

 

[daisyb]

Jan. 21, 2011 at 11:27 PM

 

  Saying many prayers that you will be back to all of the Mommy & Wife things really soon!