broken

[Bearsjen]

ty for beating me into submission, ty for letting me down,

ty for hating me........William, ty for making sure both my boys will always miss someone, a father.

I am so, so, sad.....abuse is wrong, insane, and on so many levels......

I will always believe in you.

[daye62]

Jan. 24, 2011 at 6:31 AM

Why would you always believe in somebody who has treated you so badly,honey?I am most likely a couple years older than you so let me tell you 2 important facts:

1.People treat you how you let them; in fact,how you teach them to by tolerating their mistreatment.

2.There are awesome men out there looking for awesome women and you can find one if only you'll bravely let go of the loser you have and take a risk.

Your life is up to you.The definition of insanity is doing the same things and expecting a different outcome.Make a change.You can do it.Message me if you need a shoulder;I'm usually around.

[RosePetalTears]

Jan. 24, 2011 at 12:41 PM

hugs.     the whole situation just sucks on so many levels.   I'm still here if you need me.  Love ya!

[mefingas]

Jan. 28, 2011 at 10:22 PM

Giant hugs.  I hope getting it out is helping you heal.  As much as you want to just move on and walk away you can't can you?  He's Liam's father.  I hope that things improve this year.  I'm always here for you if you need me. 

[Bearsjen]

Feb. 13, 2011 at 1:22 PM

ty for the comments, support and love. :)

I just keep waiting for the hurt to stop, yanno?

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