I can't believe the difference......

[Punkylu78]

I can not believe how different I feel about this pregnancy compared to my first! It's really kind of makes me sad....I never thought I would feel like this but I am beyond ready to be done being pregnant....FOREVER!!!!! I loved every second of my first pregnancy.......even the swollen feet and ankles didn't bother me! This time around so not the same. I am only 23 weeks and have a long way to go and I can not tell you how that makes me want to cry. :( I feel so bad for even feeling like this. I feel like I am being ungreatful for what I have. And I would think that the fact that we are having twins and everything is going so smoothly should make me happy and it does but I am just ready for them to be here and be done with pregnancies! Even my second pregnancy....with all the complications and stress I had during that one.......I still loved it! Don't get me wrong b/c I still love feeling the babies move and that will put a smile on my fave every time. I kind of think it's the stress of my work and lack of money and worrying about how we are going to afford everything......so maybe it's a little bit of everything.....I just wish it would go away and wish I could enjoy my last pregnancy! =(