It's been a while

[kozatad]

It's certainly been a while since I've been here. I'm a widow now. My husband passed suddenly and unexpectedly in September. I'm trying to raise our daughter by myself. I love her, and wouldn't trade her for the world. But I didn't want to be a mom. I was the dad, I worked all day, and came home and got to play with her after work and on the weekends. I don't know how to do this. I don't want to do this.