Man, I'm really missing home today..... I'm so freaking emotional right now, I hate this. I just found out that one of my really good friends, old partner in crime is pregnant.... 5 months!! I had absolutely no clue, you kind of fall out of touch when you move so far away. I'm upset that I didn't know, I'm upset that I'm not going to be there, I'm upset because I don't have "those kind" of friends here. I'm wondering if I'll ever have anyone that close to me here. It's just a little depressing & I'm actually crying!! Its okay to have a pity party right?!?! Vent over..