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"i would of gotten a divorce a long time ago"

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Here i am stuck wondering what to do

It hurts me most i'm stuck with you.

I CRY AT NIGHT

Emotions get bottled up, they are ready to explode

as long as i'm here, i do as i am told.

I CRY AT NIGHT

I constantly get questioned if i love you

maybe you see something i won't admit to.

I CRY AT NIGHT

Controlling me like a child is what you want, not a wife

i cant handle no freedom in my life.

this is why I CRY AT NIGHT

One day you will see why i am doing the thing that will hurt you the most

it will scare you like a ghost.

I CRY AT NIGHT

Your family will never be normal or even have the normal little flaws,

they find a way to rip and tear a perfect life apart with their claws.

I CRY AT NIGHT

I feel like I'm Sleeping With An Enemy, trying to get away,

or maybe like Tina & Ike, all i have to do is pray.

I CRY AT NIGHT

people don't see what's going on or maybe they refuse to help,

only a few will reach out and help from underneath under all that kelp.

I CRY AT NIGHT

you can't imprison me anymore, i need so badly a breath of fesh air,

when you tell me to just leave, it isnt much of a scare.

I CRY AT NIGHT

you say i flirt with others and that's why i don't deserve to learn how to drive,

you drew the last straw, i gotta do what i gotta do to strive.

I CRY AT NIGHT

if you would of thought about it, who do i go home to every night?

there's no trust left, no trust equals no bind to hold onto, right?

I CRY AT NIGHT

it bothers you that you cant keep an eye on me when i'm out and about alone,

you go crazy, making sure i answer every question you make up, again, i need a breath of fresh air, i'm ready to throw in the stone.

I CRY AT NIGHT

I will force you to get help to save our marriage but even then, my love isnt there,

it must of been stomped on and destroyed, i just dont really care.

I CRY AT NIGHT

i'm not scared to be alone anymore, i'm scared to get my heart broken many more times,

you shouldn't of been my one and only, i see now i've wasted my time, i should of experienced all different kinds

 I CRY AT NIGHT

i can't show my sadness or being mad around you or else i 'have a problem', thats what you always say,

i dont have a problem, its an emotion you refuse to see on me and let me express, okay?

I CRY AT NIGHT

your sister needs help, she deserves it because she affects our life BIG time,

you seem to think all we need to do is run away from her. With our kids, she's commited a crime.

 I CRY AT NIGHT

you hold onto her and say everyone has thier flaws, i dont think everyone else goes to this extreme,

here's another reason why i'm leaving, God forbid anyone should upset her as she puts fear in others by blowing off childish steam

I CRY AT NIGHT

She doesnt know what happiness is, she thrives off of drama,

you don't seem to know the difference between us, you forget that I'M THE MAMA.

I CRY AT NIGHT

 

 

 

 

 

 

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heiditr
Apr. 4, 2011 at 5:28 PM

wow ! this poem sounded soooo much like my situation with my ex- whom i recenttly got divorced from soon to be 2yrs.. Sad part is even though were divorced he still has control over me cause the judge gave him custody thanks to my lawyer! so now i have to figure out how to get my side heard, an fight for my children...

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Anonymous
Apr. 5, 2011 at 7:12 AM

thank you for commenting! wow, i hope your situation can get dealt with! you don't deserve that. Get a new lawyer...

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