Ch-ch-ch-Changes

[AshieNicole]

So Im changing my life.

Nick is out of my life for good...he is far too obsessed && controlling plus he doesn't ever have time for the girls.

I'm trying to overcome my biggest fear...Driving...I drove around the elementary school parking lot for about 45min...Parked Backed Up && Drove so I could get used to the mechanics of driving but I'm still utterly terrified of driving on an actual road with other cars but I'm doin it for my daughters.

Im gonna try to exercise more...I bought a Proform Ab Glider to try && jump start my fitness plan so we shall see how this goes

My babies are doing great...I can't wait till it stays warm outside so I can take them out to play && enjoy the outdoors...I cant believe in 3 months my oldest will be 4 it seems like I just had her yesterday...

My bipolar disorder has been acting up lately which sucks because I feel super depressed && like ill never find anyone to love me....I feel jealous because it seems like everyone has someone and I have no one...I pray that one day I find a sweet caring guy who loves my daughters && I....I want to be married someday and know what its like to really love someone