No baby for us this month;( Vent

[zackaroosmom]

 I'm soo disappointed right now. We have been ttc for a couple of months. This cycle I charted and used opks. We bd everyday possible around o day. When it came time to test I got bfns, but no af. Well af decided to show up today, three days late. Now, I am going to whine. It's just not fair! Cliche, I know, but thats how I feel. I know there are people that have been through way more than me. All I want is a baby. A baby that doesn't get hospitalized right after birth.Well, I don't know. I just want my son back. I miss him so much. Why does it have to be this way?! I try to do good things all the time and I feel like I just get bad returned to me. I'm so tired of trying.                                                 

[myday]

Mar. 13, 2011 at 1:45 AM

Don't give up on God. My husband and I have 2 children it took a very long time according to man standard for our daughter who was born on valentine day it was 13 years  later. But she has been a blessing and she came in the right time of our lives. I know the disappointment every month, but I also knew in my heart that he was going to do it, I just did not know when. I praise him everyday until she was in the flesh. I know if he did it for me, there is NO  reason why he will not do it for YOU. Praise him  it will happen,just trust and believe...