Surrogacy, A Journey of Love and Trust ~ Post #9

[Roadfamily6now]

It's negative. I took another HPT today and it's stark white. Not even a ghost of a line. I'm so disappointed. I had hoped it was just a fluke test this morning. Now we try again. It's heartbreaking to be so close and have it turn around in just a matter of hours. 

My IP's are being pretty upbeat about the situation considering. How amazing it is to get a call from them and all they are concerned about is MY well being? Am I ok?  I did put a call into my care providers office and asked about a BETA test but they have not gotten back to me yet. At this point, I'm guessing it's just a chemical or blighted ovum pregnancy. I have a few more cheap HPT's so I can check again in the AM just to be sure.

edited..... Of course when someone goes through something like this, your emotions swing wildly from one end of the spectrum to another.  I have a BETA test set for tomorrow AM. It will help to determine what is going on. It we have a viable but stubborn pregnancy or a miscarriage, at least we will know.

[catharsis]

Mar. 26, 2011 at 1:48 AM

fingers crossed!!! i've been reading all of your journals and you've solidified the feeling ive had for awhile that i want to be a surrogate.

[Roadfamily6now]

Mar. 26, 2011 at 3:56 AM

Thank you. If you still want to be a Surrogate after reading this, you will make a fine Surrogate! Good Luck!

(Original Poster)

[jessaca]

Mar. 26, 2011 at 6:37 PM

I hadn't realized you were having issues with the tests.  I am so sorry that you are getting negs.  Big hugs!!