It's official, we are losing another precious little baby. This feeling of heart ache seems all too familiar. Yet I really thought this pregnancy was going to be ok. But God had other plans for my little one. I wish I knew why he kept feeling the need to take my angels. :( I wish I knew all the answers. But I don't nor will I ever. The nurse said it's an early miscarriage and I should expect AF in the coming weeks. My levels went from 15.1 to 21.4 to 11.1 :(

We have talked it over, my husband and I and aren't giving up. I still have my fertility monitor, and as soon as I get my period we will start with it. That is all I am doing this time around, no opks, no charting, no temping. Just the monitor. I just hope this time works..We aren't giving up on you our little sweet pea, I know you're coming..sooner or later, we will get to meet you :)

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Apr. 1, 2011 at 7:17 PM

I'm so sorry you have to go through this again, it truely is such a heartbreaking thing to go through :( But I'm so glad you aren't giving up! It WILL happen for you guys! You are young, and healthy! I wish you the best on this next baby making journey and I can't wait until you finally get that sticky baby! You have so much support and I KNOW you can do it momma!!! :D

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Apr. 1, 2011 at 7:19 PM

Thank you so much Trish.

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Apr. 1, 2011 at 7:25 PM

I am so very sorry to hear that. Sending thoughts, prayers, and sticky dust your way!

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Apr. 1, 2011 at 7:52 PM

i am so sorry. you are inmy thoughts & prayers

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Apr. 1, 2011 at 7:56 PM

I am so sorry you are going through this. I know sometimes there are no words to console an aching heart. It is so hard to understand why things like this happen, this might or might not make you feel better but a friend of mine (who is an OBGYN nurse and deals with this sadness alot) told me that a woman's body is so intune with itself that sometimes it knows if a baby will be born with problems and this is when a miscarriage happens. If you look at it this way, it may help you understand why your precious baby is with God now. Don't give up and I wish you and your husband the best of luck!im sorry

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Apr. 1, 2011 at 8:01 PM

I am so sorry :( I all to well know your pain! Don't give up, I sure ain't (yep using the word ain't)! Sending lots of sticky baby dust from me to you!

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Apr. 1, 2011 at 8:46 PM

Next time insist they check your hormone levels. When progesterone gets too low it can cause a miscarriage. It's easily fixed with supplementing. At any rate I am sorry for your loss. Been there once myself. 

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Apr. 1, 2011 at 9:07 PM

Oh this just breaks my heart, i know the feeling of loosing a pregnancy twice also and there are no words that will make you feel better, but knowing you are not alone can help! i am so glad you are not giving up! you will meet your sweet pea!!! i was looking forward to going through this journey with you and am deeply saddened about your loss! i hope you'll be getting your BFP really soon!!!!!!! *hugs*

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