My name is Alison. I am a mother of two, wife of 7 yrs, daughter, sister, aunt, niece, cousin but not a friend.

I suffer from severe Anxiety and Depression which I take medication for. I take my daily vitamin and on occassion have to pop a Dexilant for heart burn issues. My Husband and I have horrible credit and are renting a two bedroom place right now. We cannot build our credit fast with a credit card because no one will give us one with our credit to get started working on it. It's not like we have credit card debt...just medical bill debt and school debt. But they refuse to see that.

I have lied in the past. I almost should be a professional at it because I was just that good. lol...I can't seem to do it anymore because I have found no purpose in it. It gets you no where but down.

I cannot work because I cannot afford child care or even a baby sitter. No one wants to hire for just the weekends. I am looking for a job to do at home that does not require selling, sampling or designing because I am not good at those things. I am really good at typing, finances, etc. So if you are reading this and can help me out, I would greatly appreciate it.

As an employee, I am the one in the few that will work her ass off and not socialize one bit. I don't believe in mixing business with any bit of a social life that I would ever be lucky to have. I am dependable, punctual, hard working, focused and most importantly I care about people's feelings.

This post is not really to depress you, make you feel sorry for me or anything. Just a realization that this is everything there is to know about me and I am posting it to know deep down the real me is now out there.

I will never work in child care again because it is too "social" and unless you are in the circle of friends they will screw you in anyway the decide to come up with...even if it means falsly accusing you of a crime.

I love helping people. There is nothing like doing something for someone out of the kindness of your heart and seeing their smile in reaction to the job you have done to help them out. If I could provide for my family while doing mission trips the rest of my life I would.

I have been through hell and back since the day I was born and am changing that. I am on the road to a better life and know that in the end I can be a real positive role model not just for my kids but for myself as well. Thank you for reading this.

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AnC83
Apr. 2, 2011 at 11:15 PM

To sum up: If you know any work I can do on the weekend, at home or night between the hrs of 6:00 pm and 1:00 am please let me know. Thanks!

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