Isn't baby related at all.. just need to talk(well write).

My mom found out yesterday that she has a mass on her right lung. And years of smoking makes me immediatly jump to cancer. There are other things that it could be... but YEARS of smoking doesn't give me hope.

She had blood taken today to test for a few things, and cancer. I am going to be a nervous wreck until she gets them back. and I pray SOO hard that she doesn't have it. Afterall, I lost my dad when I was 6, from lung cancer, that spread to his brain. I really truly honestly don't want to lose my mom that way.. or at all.

I've been praying and talking to God (and crying) a lot since she told me yesterday. Things are starting to look up for her, and I REALLY want her to be happy. She's had a terrible life honestly. Bad childhood, rape, horrible school life, lost her husband early on, etc etc etc, I just really want her to experience happiness... and not just a moment of happiness, actual honest yrs of happiness.

I just pray she'll make it through this!! Regardless what's wrong, I hope she makes it through this!! I can't imagine losing my mom. She is, and always will be, my best friend. I don't want to lose my best friend :(

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ahafw...
Apr. 6, 2011 at 2:15 PM

im sorry girl to hear i hope the results come back good :) hang in there

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Apr. 6, 2011 at 5:34 PM

Honey I feel so bad. I lost my Daddy on Thanksgiving 2006 to "Non-Small Cell Lung Cancer/NSCLC. I have no clue what I will do when my Mother passes. I love my Mother so much-she is my BFF besides my hubs. I will pray that the mass is not cancer. I am here if ya wanna talk!!!:)hugs

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Loveb...
Apr. 6, 2011 at 9:06 PM

Aww thank you sooo much for such a sweet comment :) I appreciate it SO much. idk what I'd do either.. she's always been there for me.. I can't imagine not having her :(

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