Ever since march when I left my ex things for me have been difficult.

Almost like I went into a depression, except certain things make me feel good.

I am having this mans child and we don't even matter.

I am just so lost so sad and so stressed.

I start school Tuesday to graduate in december.

August the baby is due. and I have no help.

I'll be juggling a newborn and a full time student scheduale (tuesday-saturday 9-5)

I need support, and I wanted it from him.

I have never once had a stable family and I was hoping I could finally have it.

I cry over this man everyday and over the things he does to me.

he never wants to talk about things he only speaks to me when he needs something or if he wants to tell me hes gunna rip my baby away from me.

I just have no idea what to do anymore..

sad

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heiditr
Apr. 9, 2011 at 9:24 PM

It is a hard reality to face when u thought u found the man u expected to spend the rest of ur life with, an then they do a complete 180 on u! I have been in that siuation for 16 yrs. It's hard especialy when u have to face the beat of a different drum by urself, u go thru all theses different changes of life. But u must remeber ur no alone ! There are agencies out there to help u, Groups for support. But mostly rember ur are a strong woman an u will over come any obsticale thrown in ur path! Cause the Guy upstairs dosen't give us any more then he thinks were able to handle! Hope this helps out sum, an good luck!

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MissL...
Apr. 9, 2011 at 9:26 PM

Thank you!

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anich...
Apr. 10, 2011 at 6:57 AM

I thought I was reading a story about my life there for a moment! The samething happened to me when I was about 24, pregnant and on my own. I completely left him though, he was not healthy for me. I worked and went to school, did it on my own just like you can too! If you know this is not healthy and the relationship is headed "NO" where, then illimiate the stress, you don't need it! This time in your life, he should be there helping you every step of the way! You can do this, you have to believe in yourself and know that this is YOUR life and YOUR in control of it , not him! Oh yeah, disregard those threats, cause that's all they r, I heard them too, that's never gonna happen! Good luck sweetie, show your soon to be son/daughter what a strong mommy they have!

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MissL...
Apr. 10, 2011 at 11:49 AM

thank you :)

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