I lost my Angel Baby on Dec 29, 2010 due to Ectopic pregnancy. I went into the Er on Dec 18th due to intense painful cramping that had been going on for several days. They found no pregnancy in my uterus. I was devistated, I had to be treated with a methotrexate shot to complete the miscarriage and on Dec. 29th I passed my Angel baby.

It still hurts me every single day to know that I will never hold you. Time is supposed to heal all wounds but mine still feels so fresh. Although I know it was not meant to be I still hurts so badly. I only carried you for 7 weeks but the ache in my heart for you will always be there. My Angel baby, I hope to see you someday.

Every week that goes by I cannot help but think to myself, Oh I should be X weeks along now, or I should be feeling you kick or know what sex you are. When the due date comes around I will be especially sad knowing I never got to met you. 

                    

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goatmom4
Apr. 13, 2011 at 6:52 PM

it will get easier    we lost one at about 4mths.     it was hard she was a girl     nurture some bushes or trees we got her   a  rose bush but they don''t make it    in MN  so get  somthing special    hold a bear too    it will eventually get better and it is nice to know now you have an angel watching over   you whenever you travel the highways   of this world    and you will eventually see the babay again     takecare HUGbutterfly

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Lb128f
Apr. 14, 2011 at 3:20 AM

I'm sorry.

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Evilf...
Apr. 14, 2011 at 11:06 AM

=( This saddens me! I hope  you get your baby soon. I understand  you'll always think of this little one. my heart goes out to you and your family. xo

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cynth...
Apr. 14, 2011 at 11:26 AM

Thank you everyone :)

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