I am so enjoying waking up each day and seeing and holding my lil bear as I nic named him. I'm enjoying being a grandma a lot more than I was able to enjoy being a mom. There was go much going on when I had my babies that I didn't get to relish every minute as I can now. Most of the time I was running from their dad, holding one kid with the other strapped to me.

My lil bear looks up at me so sweetly and snuggles under my chin, my heart just melts. I know eventually my daughter will get her own place and move out so I want to enjoy every minute with him while I can.

I get so annoyed sometimes because I am not able to do what I want to do because I have the little guy as much as his mommy does, sometimes more . Can't really write to pen pals while I'm holding him, can't cook dinner or dye my hair. I was having myself a real pity party yesterday. Then God spoke to me. He reminded me that Rachael and the baby would be moving out and I'm going to feel crushed. I don't really want "any" less time with him while I can get it. I just need to learn again what I once knew when I had my own babies. I need to learn how to cook, clean and other things "while" having the baby. I did it before. I bit off my nose to spite my face when he was born. I teased that I was going to "spoil" him for his mommy. Lol! Little did I know I was only making things harder for myself. Now when grammy (me) holds him, little guy doesn't want put down or laid down. He wants grammy to HOLD him! So if I can't get anything done I only have myself to blame!  But seriously, I wouldn't trade a moment of time with him for anything! He is such a Joy! Such a Blessing! He works better than any little pill to cure depression! Have a beautiful spring day everyone!

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Apr. 15, 2011 at 12:47 PM

My precious Grandson Anthony and his Papa ( my husband David) Love em both to pieces!

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Apr. 16, 2011 at 2:08 AM

CUTE!! Enjoy!!

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