I really don't understand how guys can just leave someone that they loved for so long without any care in the world, especially when that person is carrying their child. I don't understand how not to care about him, how to let him go. It is ridiculous. I want to move on, I want to open my heart to allow myself to be happy without him, and I especially want to open my heart so I can finally become really excited about my baby. I love my baby, I really do. I just still don't feel like its real. I am just so drained and all I want is for this heartbreak to go away and stop controlling my life.... He has made me a very weak person... ugh. I hate feeling like this.

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pinkd...
Apr. 17, 2011 at 12:49 PM

Do something for yourself learn a martial art get outside and see what you can do to work out the pain. It is his loss and they do not realize until they have been gone. Take care of yourself.

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Kelly...
Apr. 17, 2011 at 6:27 PM

  I am so sorry.  As hard as this may be, try and focus on your little blessing.  Hopefully with time he will realize all he is missing out on.  If not, it is his loss.  You deserve better, and your little one will give you all the strength you need !hugs

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