On April 12,2009 I lost the most precious thing in my life, my daughter. I was about 7.5 almost 8 months, and my ex fiance and I were having a huge fight and I got mad and told him I was done that I was leaving him and turned to go down the stairs when he knocked into me pushing me down 14 stairs. Between the fall and the repeated hits to the stomach it caused me to bleed badly. but I knew before I hit the bottom step she was gone, she wasn't moving at all and the pain was so bad i couldn't breathe. We got to the hospital at 7:45pm on the 12th and they delivered my daughter by 8:15pm they took her away and then about 5 min later the doctors came in to tell me that my baby girl was dead, I only got to hold my daughter once and it just wasn't enough. I was in the hospital for about 3 weeks after that because i wasn't stable enough to be alone I was dignosed with Manic Depression and to this day still struggle with it, Emily Rose Martin born April 12th 2009, at 8:10pm she was 3lbs 1oz 17in long and she had black hair and blue eyes, she was the prettiest little angel i ever saw! Emily please know that your mommy loves and misses you dearly!

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Apr. 19, 2011 at 7:00 AM

So very sad, you hear about these things happening but never directly from someones mouth. I'm so sorry this happened to you and your daughter, what a tragedy! I hope your in a better place now and you know there's a "little Angel" watching over you. As for "HIM"  I"ll bet theres a "Heated" place waiting for him!!!!! God Bless you sweetie!

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Apr. 19, 2011 at 8:18 AM


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Apr. 19, 2011 at 12:36 PM

im sorry

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Apr. 19, 2011 at 2:37 PM

I am so sorry for your loss.I'm sure there isnt a day that goes by without you thinking about her.I hope your ex fiance was put into prison for this.:(

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