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my life, in words

My dear sweet angel, where have you gone?  I am sad tonight and my arms long for you - my eyes strain to see your face.  My heart longs to feel yours against it.  Why must I feel your loss, over and over - like it was the night I found you, still.  I can't cry,. no amount of tears will bring you back - I should know.  Is it the lightening outside?  The rain? The cool breeze?  Sometimes Heaven seems close to Earth, and like a gravitational pull - I feel you near,.. I can , smell your baby skin,. hear your little laugh, see the twinkle from your big brown eyes.  But your not here.  Your not here.  Tommorrow, is Easter - we're going to church and then everybody's having dinner at Kelly's house - but you won't be there.  No extra plate for my extra baby girl - Mira Lee.  How can my heart ache so,. and no mortal wound be there for everyone to see???? 

 

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Lb128f
Apr. 24, 2011 at 4:36 AM

I'm sorry.

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Anusara
Apr. 24, 2011 at 9:45 AM

That was very beautiful. If you dont mind me asking, what happen to your baby?

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MamaT...
Apr. 24, 2011 at 12:11 PM

It says sids in the tag

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thare...
Apr. 24, 2011 at 8:23 PM

@ Anusara,. she died of SIDS when she was seven months old.  Thank you for reading.

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