thought id write something  a little bit more today than the usual. im normally a very shy person but here lately ive been coming out of that shell. im 29 years old. I love music, its almost a part of me. I was in highschool band for six years so i guess that could have something to do with it lol. I love the outdoors. i my dh and i love God. but at the same time. i love being me, do you think thats too much? see used too i used too care way too much about ppls opinions, so in a way i wasnt really living. Yes I live for God i help others. but when do you think it is considered going to far? If you dont help yourself your not going to be of use to anybody. At least that is my opinion. My favorite color is purple. Im getting to where i like  early in the mornings cause of the extra peace and quiet. I am getting to where I am speaking my mind more, but not to the point that it hurts others.I'm pretty much an open book, but at the same time im tired of getting the short end of the stick when it comes to people. I've had some lousy friends lately. Cm is showing me that there are still good women out there and are great friends comforters and encouragers.I am who i am twentyfour seven, so take it or leave it. i dont put up with nonsense anymore. i mean really who has the time for it? even on here if i since it, I wont deal with it.i Love all kinds of music, I call myself a minister but im not ordained or anything.I just feel that maybe one day i might be. for now praying for people is what i do and singing and church when i feel led to. what i dont like is when people can pray the whole church down then act the opposite outside of church but will be preaching about it the next sunday. i realize thats just a flaw in some people but at least have the courage to work on yourself before you help others. :) I believe life is what you make of it. I believe that when one door closes another one normally opens. I believe everything happens for a reason even the bad.can be turned into good normally later in life. i know theres a lot going on right now with ppl and financial situations be encouraged trouble does not last always! xoxo bebe

Add A Comment

Comments:

Scentcnh
Apr. 27, 2011 at 1:26 PM

I love what you wrote.  I am a firm believer that Everything happens for a reason, good or bad it will all work out.  This year did not start off right for me and we are going through a tough time but in the same breath it is a reality check we needed.  :) Lea

Message Friend Invite

lucky...
Apr. 28, 2011 at 10:36 AM

:) thanks i hope things get better for u and your family in my prayers.

Message Friend Invite (Original Poster)

Purpl...
Apr. 30, 2011 at 8:05 PM

Thanks for sharing, we have a lot in common

Message Friend Invite

Want to leave a comment and join the discussion?

Sign up for CafeMom!

Already a member? Click here to log in