These are just my thoughts as they come to me, blah!

  I recently had a miscarriage. I've been trying for another baby for so long, I finally got pregnant, and then lost it at 7 weeks. I know thats early on, But it still hurt. Now everyone I know is pregnant and all due around sametime I was. I get alittle envious, and I don't now how to stop that feeling.  It just won't happen for me. :(

 I take really good care of my baby girl (who is now 5) I believe im a great mom,  Why can't I have one more shot?   It's just really irratating. and of course I start doubting myself, as a mom and why not me?

 I hope I get over this soon, so I can truly enjoy all the blessing these moms are going to encounter come fall.    

With that being said, Im very lucky and thankful got my daughter, she has truly made me a better person. :)

 

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momto...
Apr. 26, 2011 at 8:38 PM

Gotcha..... I'm sorry that you're going through what you are..... It's early, and you have a loss that will take time for the pain to lessen.... That's normal.  I have an  8 year old and would love another.   Won't happen.... It hurts.... Yet, we're blessed with our children here.   Yep, still hurts sometimes.... Sending hugs your way.

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Cyn_
Apr. 27, 2011 at 7:24 AM Thanks so much for the kind words. Its Always good to hear encouraging words. I'm sorry to hear about your situation, I know its ideal to have a companion for your child, But I'm learning that its ok, Our kids will love us regardless.. :)
Thank you

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