MY LIFE IN 2011...

[JENNIFER_007]

WEL JR IS 3 MONTHS AND WILL BE 4 ON THE 28TH OF THIS MONTH AND IM JUST LIKE WOW CAUSE IT SEEMS LIKE I JUS HAD HIM YESTERDAY...I LOVE HIM SOO MUCH...I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD LOVE SOME ONE THAT CAME OUT OF ME SO MUCH AS I LOVE HIM..WHEN HE WAKES UP IN THE MORNING AN I SEE THAT NIG PRECIOUS SMILE ON HIM THAT JUST LIGHTENS UP MY MORNING OR AFTERNOON DEPENDIN ON WHEN WE WAKE UP CAUSE SOMETIMES HE WAKES UP LATE AT TIMES... BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITH OUT HIM AND IM SOO EXCITED CAUSE THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING OF BEING A MOMMIE AND I THINK ITS GONNA BE SOO MUCH FUN WATCHIN HIM CRAWL FOR THE FIRST TIME,WAKIN FOR THE FIRST TIME.AND IT ALREADY TICKLES ME WHEN HE SMILES REAL HARD,LAUGHS AND DOES HIS BABY TALK,EVEN THOUGHT I DONT KNOW WHAT HE IS SAYIN ITS STILL CUTE CAUSE HE SAYING BABY TALK AND HE BE TALKIN TO US WHEN HE BE IN HIS CONVERSATION...I JUST LOVE HIM...WE HAVE SO MUCH HELP FROM HUBSTERS FAM AND THATS IS SO GREAT CAUSE SOME YOUNG PARENTS DONT HAVE THE HELP THAT THEY SHOULD BE GETTIN FROM THEIR OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS BUT EVERYONE DOSNT GROW UP THE SAME AND EVERY FAMILY IS DIFFERERNT..BUT THEY JUST ADORE HIM...AND MY HUBSTERS MOM IS SOO INLOVE WITH HER FIRST GRANDSONA ND I THINIK THATS SOO CUTE...EVERYONE JUST LOVES HIM....

 

                          LATELY ME AND HUBY HAVE BEEN GOIN THROUGH THINGS BUT WE ARE TRYIN TO DEAL WITH IT CAUSE WE LEARNED THAT TIMES CAN GET HARD AND WE HAVE BEEN IN THIS FOR  GOIN ON 5 YEARS AND WE CANT JUST STOP QUITING OUR RELATIONSHIP CAUSE THATS A SAYING THAT U CANT RUN FROM UR PROBLEMS BECAUSE IT WILL ONLY GET BETTER SO WE ARE DEALING WITH OUT DOWNS BUT LIKE THEY SAY IT ALWAYS GETS WORSE BEFORE IT GETS GOOD OR EASIER AGAIN....YES I KNOW WE GO THROUGH OUR UPS AN DOWNS BUT WHAT COUPLE DOSNT GO THROUGH UPS AND DOWN, AND WE HAVE GOOD COMMUNICATION SKILLS SO THATS ONE OF THE GOOD THINGS WE HAVE IN OUR RELATIONSHIP..BUT WE ARE DIFFERENT IN DIFFERENT WAYS AND HAVE TO JUST GET AROUND OUR DIFFERENCES ..AND I KNOW I CAN BE STUBORN AT TIMES BUT OVIOUSLY HE LOVES ME FOR THAT EVEN THOUGH I CAN PROBABLY GET ON HIS NERVES AND HE CAN BE STUBBORN TOO BUT WE WILL JUST HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT IF WE WANNA BE TOGETHER TIL WE GROW OLD....I KNOW WE ARE STILL YOUNG AND IM TALKIN LIKE IM AN OLDER FEMALES BUT I DONT THINK IM GOIN ANYWHERE AN IM PRETTY SURE CURTIS ISNT LEAVIN NO WHERE FROM ME...WE HAVE GOTTEN THIS PART SO THEIR REALLY ISNT NOTHING THAT WE CANT WORK OUT CAUSE ITS NOT LIKE WE ARE A NEWLY COUPLE AND ITS SOMTHING THAT WE ARE FED UP WITH EACH OTHER THAT IS NOT GOIN RIGHT BUT THATS NOT THE REASON AT ALL...

 

          ALL WE NEED TO WORRY ABOUT IS LOVING EACH OTHER AND OUR BLOOD LINE THAT WE MADE TOGETHER...I HONESTLY THINK THAT AFTER WE HAD JR THAT THEIR WAS GONNA BE DIFFERENT TEST TO SEE IF WE CAN DO THE FAMILY THING,CAUSE THEY SAY U ALWAYS GO THROUGH CHANGES SINCE UR LIFE CHANGES AFTER U HAVE UR OWN LIL ONE AND U GROW UP MORE.... BUT YES I KNOW LIFE GETS ROCKY AT TIMES BUT U STILL SUPPOSE TO LIVE IT LIKE ITS UR LAST DAY NOT CARING HOW OLD OR HOW HEALTHY OR SUCCESSFUL U ARE... WELL THAT IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY ON THE JOURNAL FOR NOW...