SO COMPLICATED!!!

[JENNIFER_007]

WELL MY DUDE HAD CAME HOME AND HARDLY SAD A WORD TO ME AND USALY HE TELLS ME HOW HIS AY WENT AND I JUST THOUGHT THAT WAS ODD...THEN HE TOOK IS SHOWER AND SAID HE WAS SOO TIRED WHEN HE GOT OUT THE SHOWER,AND WE WERE SUPPOSE TO WATCH THAT INCIDIOUS MOVIE WHEN HE GOT OFF CAUSE HE SAID WE WERE GONNA WATCH IT...AND I JUST GOT PISSED THEN HE TOOK A COUPLE XQNNEX,AND IMLIK WHY WOULD U TAKE SOME XANNEX IF U R TIRED....IM JUST SOO MA AT HIM AND WE ARE ALREADY NOT DOIN TOO GOOD...I REALLY WANNA SEPARATE FROM HIM FOR AWHILE TO SEE HOW THINGS GO CAUSE THINGS ARENT GETTIN BETTER AND I THINK W BOTH ARE GETTIN STRESSED OUT...I JUST HATE THAT WE ARENT FINACIAL STABLE  RIGHT NOW CAUSE SINCE WE HAVE A 3 MONTH OLD SON AND WE NEVER HAVE MONEY IN THE BANK SO IM SOO STRESSED OUT ABOUT THAT AND IM THE ONE THAT HAS TO PAY THE RENT CAUSE I GET A SSI CHECK THATS 606 AND OUR RENT IS 525 AN THATS HALF OF MY CHECK AND I ONLY HAVE LIKE 80 DOLLARS LEFT..AND HE WORKS AT UPS AND HE JUST WORKS PART TIME AND HE HARDLY GETS PAID MUCH..IMJUST SOO STRESSE SO OUT...SOMETIMES I WISH HE WAS OUT THEIR HUSTLING NIT ITS DANGEROUS DOIN THAT SHIT....

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                  THEN I WAS SOO TEMPTING TO TALK TO MY EX CODY AND I FINALLY TALKED TO HIM AND HE MADE ME GET BUTTERFLIES ALL IN MY STOMACHE LIKE IT WAS OUT FIRST TIME TALKIN..IMNOT GONNA LIE,I THINK I KINDA MISS HIM AND HE WAS TELLIN ME THAT HAS A JOB AND IT SEEMS TO ME THAT HE HAS CHANGED AND THATS A GOOD THING...IM PROUD OF HIM THAT HE UP AND CHANGED,,THE ONLY THING IS THAT HE IS STILL STAYI N WITH HIS G=G LADY...I JUST HATE TALKIN BACK TO HIM CAUSE ALL THE OLD FEMALES COME BACK THAT I HAD ABOUT HIM WAY BACK WHEN...