So Tired...

[Imogine]

I'm so tired.  Not just physically tired, but emotionally and spiritually.  I'm tired of feeling ashamed of myself.  I'm tired of trying to please everyone around me.  I'm tired of not being honest with myself.  I'm tired of not meeting my goals.  I'm tired of chasing after something that doesn't want me.  I'm tired of having dreams that don't come true.  I'm tired of feeling less than.  I'm tired of not feeling worthy of anyone.  I'm tired of telling myself that I'm not worthy of anyone.  I'm tired of feeling down about myself.   i'm tired of trying.  I'm so fucking tired.