Well like the title says, i'm quitting cigarettes. Easy decision, hard to follow through. I am using the patch because my doctor says it's safer for the baby. Today is my first day, all i've done is clean and paint roooms all day. Sounds like i'll run out of things to paint but my walls were painted years ago by the man i bought the house from. He was a cigar smoker and it stained the walls pretty bad. This entire episode i'm having reminds me of nesting. Does it come earlier each pregnancy? Or am i just trying to keep occupied? And do i have enough of a support group to quit with my mom (seemingly purposely) messing things up? She put mixed gas in my lawn tractor because i bought a newer one and she has an older one she says doesn't work but it runs fine. She used it while i was gone for a week. Just worried about quitting, i want to but i feel theres no support for it. Every time i think about life without smoking i have an anxiety attack and i freak out and want a cigarette. I don't understand this, i've never had attacks like these unless i'm going into a super public place with too many people in it, oh by the way too many people cause me to have an attack also. Advice? Please?