I have been so sad for the last 6 months. I really need to seek some medical help with this depression. I don't feel like myself anymore. I've usually a very organized person, to a fault and I'm so disorganized I can't find anything and have lost bills and important papers!
It all came to a head yesterday. We just had my DD's graduation party this last weekend. She is a great young lady but tends to be lazy when it comes to working. She never applied for any scholarships or financial aide. She finally had a meeting with someone from the university and FORGOT to ask about money!! I was so furious with her. Then on top of that she didn't come home when she was told to. I was livid!! I told her that if she wasn't enrolled in some kind of school by September then she had to have a job and pay $200 a month or she could find somewhere else to live.
THEN, my SO is a wonderful caring man with one major flaw. He can't find a job. There are a few circumstances that hinder this but it's been years!! I stumbled upon a temporary job that could make us $800, which we need. He had all kinds of excuses why he couldn't do it. I WAS LIVID!! This man hasn't had a real job in many years and he can't do a paper route for 6 weeks!!!!!!! SO, he got an ultimatum too. He has to regularly bring at least $400 in to the house by September or he has to go too.
I just gave 2 of the most important people in my life ultimatums and may have to kick them out in less than 3 months. I'M SO SAD!!!