Last week of maternity leave

[Punkylu78]

 Boy did that 8 weeks go fast!!! I can not believe I have to go back to work next week and that this was my last and final maternity leave ever! I have such mixed emotions about it...First I am not looking forward to going back to work at all! I have so enjoyed every second of these last 8 weeks and makes me sad to leave my kids again and go back to that hell I call a job. Second although I am 100% sure I am done having kids there is still a part of me that is sad that part of my life is over and I will never get to feel all those feelings again....the fun of telling everyone, those first flutters, shopping for the baby stuff and the excitement of the end....dying to meet this little person and see what they look like...hold them and kiss them for the first time...uh just writing this makes me want to cry. I am pretty sure once I get back into the swing of things I wont think too much about all this...with 4 kids I will be plenty busy...but for this week I will take time to acknowledge all my feeling and enjoy my last maternity leave! =)