not been on here in forever... ok about 5 months... and came back on to research something difficult.

My husband is back in CCU.I really don't know if he's coming out this time. He went in for a same day surgery to remove blood from behind his eye... he'd had the same surgery before.

He stopped breathing and was raced to the ER. This was last Wednesday. He's not coming out of this. He opens his eyes and moves. But we can't tell if its purposeful, if he's responding or what.

The hospital thinks its a stroke... but they can't do an MRI to confirm, so we are stuck in wait and see mode.

JP hasn't asked to speak to Daddy.. and only says Daddy is really sick.

yesterday JP said to me " I'm worried about you mom".. all I could say was that we will be ok.

When the heart attack happened in November I handled all the details just fine.. facts were mentally organized.. Now I can't put 2 thoughts together. I've made a mental separation to being a single parent... and just don't know whats going to happen.

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smoke...
Sep. 24, 2011 at 10:54 AM

Welcome back Kelly - so sorry to read Joe is back in CCU.  ((hugs))   I can only imagine how alone you feel, but reach out to us for a shoulder to lean on.   I  will keep you, Joe & JP in my thoughts and prayers.   ((hugs))

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bjfre...
Sep. 24, 2011 at 11:02 AM

Awww, sweetie, I've so been where you are!  HUGS!!!!  So sorry to hear about Joe.  Sending prayers!  If you need to talk, vent, cry, just let me know!!!

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suzi960
Sep. 24, 2011 at 11:14 AM ((hugs))Kelly your family is in my prayers.so sorry to hear about Joe.

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dana63
Sep. 24, 2011 at 2:35 PM

Kelly, my thoughts and prayers will be with you and your family. I am so sorry about Joe and please call me if you need me.. Love you!!

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badla...
Sep. 25, 2011 at 3:22 PM

Sending hugs and prayers to you.

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berge...
Sep. 28, 2011 at 10:32 AM

hugs

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Heart...
Jan. 8, 2012 at 8:15 AM Have just read some of your blogs, so sorry for all the pain you and your son have been through:( Sometimes you cannot save a person who does not want to be saved. Perhaps he does not even realize this himself. So hard. You hang in there, and take care of you and your son, he needs you! Been there.

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