Not Fair

[Rockabye]

I am seriously gonna start bawling in a minute. Life just isnt fair. There are all of these people that are worthless and lazy and take advantage of everything and everyone and they are the ones who get ahead in life. It just isnt fair. Everytime i think things are going to start getting better it falls through. Like right now we were thinking we were gonna get out of this crappy 1 bedroom apartment and buy a 3 bedroom trailer for 8000. We were so close and it was looking like it was really gonna happen. Then it started. "well we will find out more tomorrow." I'll let you know tomorrow" And now it looks like our chances of getting the loan are going down and on top of that even if we did manage to get the loan we cant move there now because the people that own it are being stupid. They wanted to get out of this town to get their kids out of trouble and now they are talking about just building a shed on his grandpas feild and his grandpa does not need the added stress because they already mooch off him and everything as it is and he has cancer and is currently going through chemo and stuff. And WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its not fair I wanted to move so bad and I got all excited even though I knew I shouldnt and now nothing looks like it is going to work out