When you feel the baby kick, knowing that both parents are going to be there to make sure he is happy, healthy and safe. Also when you know that your family is so helpful and willing to be a part of his life. I have had alot of support with this child, and as the time gets closer to his due date, I feel more at ease. In the beginning, every bad feeling made me feel so afraid that anything can happen, and although I still worry now, it's not nearly as much as I did in the beginning. I have a name picked out, and am enjoying all the time I have spent decorating and picking out things that he is going to need. I am in no way, shape, or form, ready or prepared to take on being a mother of a newborn while trying to work and go to school, but I welcome the challenge. I have always wanted kids, and though he came a little bit earlier than expected, I know he's a blessing. I can't wait! It's going to be VERY difficult, but I'm sure it's nothing I can't handle.