On Nov. 9th 2011 I found out I was pregnant with you! I went to my dr. because I had missed my AF and I kept taking pregnancy tests but they were negitive. The smile on my face when I found out I was going to have you couldnt have been any bigger!! Just like with your brothers and sisters, me and daddy were so excited to have you coming. Everything was going great! Or so we thought. 

Sunday, Nov. 13th is a day I will never forget. I had to go and do some laundry at your nana's house because mommy's washer decided to break down. That day was like any other. I did some laundry, got some food for your aunt Sammy, paid a few bills. Then i came home and daddy left to help your papa. I had to go to the bathroom and thats when i noticed I had started to bleed. My heart sank. I kept saying no no no no, this cant be happening.I called my dr. but didnt wait for her to call back. I called daddy and nana and they came home. Nana took me to the hospital where they told me your were prob. going to be leaving me soon. I cried so hard. I kept thinking this was a bad nightmare. But then I kept bleeding and then the cramping started. 

Even though right now its not a fact that you are now my Angel Baby, my heart says you are. I will be making a memorial for you, sweet Angel Baby Fletcher. Just please know how much I wanted you, how much I love you, and how much you are going to be missed. You will never ever be forgotten. 

My Angel Baby 

To the baby that I carried
But never seen your eyes
Or tell you how much I loved you
Or ever to hear your cries.

You will never be forgotten
The excitement we had for your coming.
When I realized I'd never hold you, 
The feeling I had was numbing.
My angel baby is who you are.
My angel baby you'll always be.
Your loving memory will live in my heart
So you will always be right here with me.

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Nov. 16, 2011 at 12:50 AM

Im so sorry for your loss. Its never an easy thing to go through. Stay strong hun. I will be praying for you and your family.

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