I had a bad day...again

[buggerfly]

I love that song "Bad Day" by Danial Powter.  I'm having one of those daily bad days and I really need a cute guy with an umbrella to end the streak.  

I think my whole family need therapy.... including the dog.  Seriously.  

My husband is great - I really love him but he thinks that depression isn't real and people don't need drugs to act right.  

My 15 year old was just diagnosed with depression and we've already gone though this with my husband in years past.  I just want what is best for my son.... I love my husband but I will stick by my child no matter what.  Who else does he have?

My oldest son is super smart and he knows it.  His head is like a giant hellium balloon headed for the space needle.  He is in his senior year and doesn't think he needs to attend to pass.  He thinks he can put in no effort and always save himself at the end because he always has.  I wish they would change school to to really challenge the kids that need it.  I'm really afraid he wont pass his senior year and if the school district would have listened to me and moved him ahead he would have done just fine and would have probably gradulated before he got to this point.  It's actually my fault for not putting my foot down and fighting for what I wanted.  I thought maybe they knew what they were talking about since they deal with kids for a living.  ERRRgh.  

me..... I went from working a desk job to finally realizing what I was supposed to be doing and dropped everything, went back to school and started working as a CNA.  I had a job before I even knew if I passed my certification.  I loved my job.  But I started having this pain....  to make a long story short it got a lot worse and I was dianosed with "a really bad case of fibromyalgia"  and other crap to top if off.  So I had to quit my job because I didn't want to hurt anyone.  NO ONE understands......  all the friends I had don't seem to want to do anything anymore.  They say I look fine.  One person (a nurse) actually told me if I didn't think so negatively all the time I probably wouldn't have these problems.  It's a good thing I'm not a violent person because I wanted to smack them.  So I'm at home...... and really lonely.  I'm trying to figure out a way I can make money from home to help out but it is hard when I can't stay awake most of the time.  

My dog...  she thinks she is my shadow.  She's adorable... a beagle with big brown eyes and I love her to death.  When I first went on medical leave and was in this horrible pain and couldn't get out of bed she stayed at the side of my bed.  She knew something was wrong....... since then she has been my shadow.  She follows me to the bathroom.... to the washing machine... then gets up and moves with me to the dryer a lays down there....between my legs.  Yesterday I was in bed all day.  When my husband came home he ran her out of my room.  He hates her being in the room because she gets hair on his clothes...he says.  Whatever.... she barly has any hair!  So she slept in the hall by the bedroom door and whined and occasionally scratched at the door only to be yelled at.  I felt so bad for her but I couldn't move.  Do they have doggie doctors that treat separation anxiety?  

okay, I don't know if this will work but I'm going to try to add a youtube video of "bad day"

Has anyone besides me notice how cute he is?