A new me

[atmomma]

 Well, I have decided that I am done being overweight. I don't think that I look fat but I sure feel that way. I would really like to be a wife that my husband is proud to have, not one that he can make little mean comments about. I don't think he means for them to be mean, and he thinks he is only joking, but they still hurt. The funny thing is that I am embarassed to tell him I want to work out. Thankfully I don't work and can do my stuff without him seeing me.

To hold myself accountable I've joined a weight loss group and I've restarted my SparkPeople account. I want to start running so I have started a couch to 5K training program through SparkPeople. I even have these workout apps on my phone that target certain areas. I am even going to try and adjust the way I eat, which may be hard but I think I can do it. Already it seems as if this weight loss group is going to be awesome and super supportive. I am just so nervous and excited all at once.