It has been awhile and I will just update all of you on what has been going on. I still havent found a job and still at the apartment with ex and my daughter. I am healing from a recent foot surgery, which I had a pinched nerve removed and some hardware removed from a previous surgery. 12 days post op I found out i was allergic to the Tincture of Benzion, and I am trying to get over that at the same time. I blistered up and a bad rash around the area of the bandage. I am seeing someone new and soon it will be four months for us, he is lives in Ohio and I knew him online. I have also finally under 190 lbs.