well I am so happy because ina month I have done 1 mayor things for my personal development (YEAH just mine, yey me! lol)

1. I got my permit which allows me to drive of course with James next to me or my next door neighbour but at least I can give use to my car that has been sitting there since february that was the time when I got it. all I have to do is practice more and get my license.

2. I got my letter and certificate of admission to go to Indiana University Southeast and I am so happy!!! I feel great with myself I feel like I have accomplish something great. the possibility of graduating from college get a bachelors and give my family a change for better. and also letting James go back to school so he can achieve his own goals after all hes the one working now and Im the one staying at home.

So for some strange reason today Chiara woke up at 6 am. James was gone to workso I went to her room changed her diaper and took ehr to my room so 30 min later she would doze off and I would be awake (sux!) so as impulsive as I am it was 6:30 came to the internet check a couple f things mostly for school turned off the computer and dusted. moppedthe kitchen the bathroom took a shower and cooked while my beautiful child woke up at 10 am. Ladies I felt great!!! so this is my gift of Mothers day from me to ME I looked at my child hold her and I know that after school Im going to have and cook and starighten up everything but is going to be worth it. Im sure it will. Even though is going to hurt to leave Chiara in Easly headstart but until we both get use to it, I supposse. I hope so. And to you all reading this and feeling sad remember life has its ups and downs but is in your hands make your life wonderful. Have a happy mothers day you all .

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