Depression

[danielsmommy2b]

Ok, so I'm 9 weeks today. I should be happy, but I'm not. I've had spotting for almost a month now. At 7 weeks there was a heart beat. Now my progesterone is low and I just started taking it yesterday. I fear it'll be too late. I'm spotting again today (prolly every other time I use the restroom, only when I wipe). My stomach aches. I cannot decide wether it's cramps or gas. This is consuming my life. I've already told my son about the baby. Even my mother-in-law has bought things in yellow. Everyone is excited (my husband insisted we tell the world), I don't feel this wy. Does anyone understand? I cannot stop thinking we are going to lose this baby. I pray every available moment for a miracle. I go Thursday to check my blood pressure. And two more weeks for my next appointment. This sucks... wait and see wait and see.

Praying for a happy and healthy pregnancy.

[nella]

May. 15, 2007 at 1:30 PM

When worries begin to gnaw at our mind, lets surrender them to the Lord and not take them back again. (1 Peter 5:7)  

Ill pray for your new baby and your family. 

I must tell Jesus all of my trials,

I cannot bear these burdens alone:

In my distress He kindly will help me'

He ever loves an cares for His own.

[gummibear]

May. 16, 2007 at 6:46 PM hugs just keep up the hope and it will all work out. (HUGS) if you need to talk or anything you can message me.  but hang in there.