So, today was matthews first birthday party, his actual birthday was Friday..

I cant believe he is already ONE! i mean has it really been 12 months already!? time has been just shooting by me like it doesnt even exsist. like its in my imagination or something, i dont know. Anyway, he had a blues clues themed party and a big cake and got lots of presents, ill post pictures later.

Whats really cool about today though is Matthew took his frist steps! I cant believe it!!!!!!
i was so excited i  hugged him and  told him how proud of him i was!!

But anyways, I was thinking...
Matthew is one, he is walking and starting to talk, im done with school, this time next month i'll be on my honeymoon.. where has the time gone? I mean yeah it seems like WOAH, shes getting married already? Yes, i am and maybe thats why my life has been seeming so.. i dont even know the word to explaine it. I just cant believe that its all happenieng already! Its so scarey!

Everyone keeps joking around about matthew growing up and how he is ready to start criving and going to college and blah balh blah, but i hate hearing that because i know how fast it will happen.. i just want him to stay little forever!  i hate him being so big!!!

I dont know, i just wated to talk about that stuff.. lol 

oh, and today during his party, i was turning around to get the knife to cut his cake, and right as i did it my knee cap popped out of place and it was on the side of my leg. yeah thats right, it was pretty gross and hurt like hell.. I have a knee brace on it but its not really helping. The only thing its doing is making it so that it doesnt op again.. not really helping with the pain.. any suggestions on what to do? has that ever happend to anyone on here?! its really swollen and its painful and i am scared to walk a certain way and things because im afraid it will pop out again!!!!

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