scared

[sassy17362001]

ok, if you read my last post you know what is going on here,

this is the last week, where i'll be on pins and needles, thursday is court, and i don't know what is going to happen yet, and we had a house visit also on father's day, i hated that, they where here at 10am, and it was the only day i was able to sleep in and i couldn't, they let me know that they will be taking 25% of his check, and if all goes well he will have a braclet on too, but won't know untill thurs. and i hate this too.

been trying to keep up the house and it isn't working with me working untill 5pm everyday, so i am gone from 7:30am untill 5:30pm, i don't mind that i'm out of the house, but hell nothing gets done around here and now my daughter started summer school today also, and she has to be at the bus at 7:30am too, thank god my sister is here to help, but that isn't much either, i know things will be fine i just have to deal with it and go on, but my stomach has been hurting me and i don't know if it is nerves or it really hurts me, so now i have to make a dr apt and see what is going on with me, i know i can't get pg again, i think i just need to sit and relax and calm down and figure out how i am going to do this too.

i think i'm just going crasy worring all about this, but i need to be on my toes too.

i hope all you sexy ladies have a great day, i need someone or a few of you to im me soon, maybe tomarrow, around 6pm, so i can get off also lol i'm so dam horney and it is not a good idea when you work in a cemetary also lol

love ya all

[amandasrainbow]

Jun. 18, 2007 at 3:02 PM

Good Luck !

I wish you brighter days !

Amanda