No one ever said that being a stay at home mother would be so difficult! When we decided to try to have our first child, and we told everyone that I would stay at home, all we got were "good for you", and "oh you will love it". Well, yes, I love it. BUT, it is HARD work!! Someone always needs something at every possible minute of the day!! I feel like I don't ever remember how to talk to adults! Don't get me wrong, I love my boys more than anything in the world, but I just don't feel like me anymore!!