Ugh

[GossamerBloom]

You know, normally, I'm pretty ok with Jesse's schedule being so all over the place. I don't know what it is about today. We had 4 days off together. He worked one and a half shifts and was supposed to be off at 7. He is on call so I know that there is always the possibility of him getting called in. He was only home today for about an hour. He decided that instead of coming home in the middle of the night and then having to be at work at 7am. So I probably won't see him until Friday some time. I guess it's just the fact that I expect him to be home on his call days. In the beginning, when he first started working they didn't get nearly this many calls, but as the weather warmed up, the call volume has skyrocketed. I guess I should be thankful, because we could use the money with the baby on the way, but still. I hate being all lonely. Boo hoo, poor me, I'm lame. :)

[MissyMoosMom]

Jun. 21, 2007 at 2:38 AM

You are not lame at all...I am the same way when Mark has time off and he should be at home.  Tonight for example he said to me. "I need to go in early between 3 and 4 to correct some things at work."  So, I took that at 3:30 he would be leaving...no biggie.  HOWEVER, around 2:15 he was heading out the door, and I was angry.  We don't have that much time to the two of us and I really wanted to have every minute I could.  So, I understand where you are coming from!  Things will get better I am sure! 

[larissacst]

Jun. 21, 2007 at 2:11 PM somtimes i want johnny here and sometimes i don't. it does get lonely after a while.