On July 15th my daughter would have been 5 years old....
5 years ago I was 9 months pregnant and expecting our first baby girl. Everything seemed to be going great untill the night I felt my baby slowly stop moving. I went into the drs office first thing in the morning and when the nurse came in they couldn't find a heartbeat. So in comes the emergancy ultrasound and the dr then looks at my husnad and I and tells us that there doesnt seem to be any heart beat.
I was induced and delivered my sleeping beauty. She looked beautiful! There didn't appear to be anything wrong. She was 5 lbs 5 oz and 18 1/2 inches long...
I say this every year now and it just doesn't not seem to get any easier nor do the memories seem to fade.
Now 5 years ago I lost my daughter and recieved an angel. I remember the day like it was today. Every image, every thought, every feeling is so very fresh.... My heart still deeply hurts everyday and I miss her sooo much! There still is not a day that goes by that I do not think of her.
I wish her the Happiest Birthday in Heaven!
Mommy, Daddy, Big Brother and your little sister love you with all of our hearts! You will never ever be forgotten!!
When God calls little children to dwell with Him above
We mortals sometime question the wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares with, the death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world, seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to his fold.
So He picks a rosebud before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them, and so He takes but few
To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult, still somehow we must try.
The saddest word mankind knows will always be "Goodbye"
So when a little child departs, we who are left behind,
Must realize God loves children
"Angels are hard to find".