drinking over me?

[momma130]

I am so aggravated right now....my SO was gone on vacation to europe for 3 weeks and just came home today.....he called and said hed come to see me tomorrow or sunday bc he was probably just gonna crash tonight...so whatever--i didnt care.....but then i was talking to him on line and he was like well i gotta go for now after i just finished telling him what a stressful week i had and how i couldnt wait to hug him and kiss him.......which was fine because i figured he had a lot to do since he just got home....so then he puts his away message up and i read it....it says "drinking my head off"........now what the F*ck!!!  he lives 10 minutes from me...i just dont see why he couldnt come here and hug me....all i wanted was to see him bc he makes me feel better when things arent going good....i didnt want much---just 10 minutes!!!!!!!!!  and i know ill be getting a call or txt at 1 am asking if im awake and can he come see me.....he is a great guy....but sometimes i just feel like he takes me for granted......not just because of this but because of this ontop of all the times he says we'll hang out if hes not doing anything..i think he figures since i have a baby ill be home  a lot--which i am....but i dont want to be back up!!!!!!  but whatever...that doesnt even matter.....and i dont want to get mad because i didnt ask him to stop over and i know he cant read my mind....but in the past when hes called me sayin he needs a hug ive always been there.....i just thought for once when i say it he would actually come through.....but i guess not....UGH!!!!!!!!!

[kfpavel]

Jul. 23, 2007 at 2:41 PM wow that sounds so much like what i'm going through.......he chooses alcohol over our son and i all the time and it bugs the crap out of me...he is only 20 and claims its only his party stage but shouldn't we be more important then tipping back the bottle? I'm having a second child with him and still he chooses to go drink and not to mention...its with mostly girls.....instead of spend time with his pregnant girlfriend and son i totally know what you are going through there girl...i think alot of people are int he same spot we are!!