Depression- BI-Polar Episode

[free4butterflys]

You are always fustrated,scared, don`t understand why 

you can`t put thoughts together.   I realize I am ashmed and not good enough no matter how hard I try.   Silly ole free4butterflys

[DAYINMYLIFE]

Dec. 21, 2007 at 7:43 PM   IT'S SAD, I KNOW FROM EXPERIENCE , WHEN I AM BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS , I HAVE LEARNED TO SIT AND PLAY MY GUITAR AND THAT MAKES ME FEEL BUSY, WITHOUT PULL STUFF APPART. I KNOW NOT TO CLEAN! WHEN I GET DOWN , I SUROUND MYSELF WITH POSITIVE INFLUENCES NO MATTER HOW MUCH I FEEL I DON'T BELONG THERE. I TRICK MYSELF AND IT WORKS FOR ME .