I NEVER KNEW I COULD FEEL LIKE THIS

[ms_thomas83]

I AM SO HAPPY WITH MY LIFE AND THE WAY IT IS RIGHT NOW, THERE IS THIS GUY I HAVE BEEN WITH FOR 5 MONTHS NOW AND AT FIRST I HAD SERIOUS DOUBTS ABOUT HIM DUE TO THE PASS RELATIONSHIP OF 4 YEARS WITH MY SONS DAD I WAS OH SO SCORNED BEHIND DATING AFTER WE BROKE UP AND I NEVER THOUGHT TWICE ABOUT GIVING A MAN A CHANCE WITH ME AGAIN BECAUSE I WAS ALWAYS AFRAID OF GETTING HURT AND I KNEW THAT I HAD TO BE STRONG FOR MY BABY BUT ANYWAY I MET JAMAAL IN FEBRUARY RIGT AFTER THE MARDI GRAS HOLIDAY ON MY WAY TO WORK AND HE GAVE ME HIS NUMBER AND I CALLED HIM BUT I STILL HAD MY DOUBTS A MONTH LATA HE ASKED ME TO BE HIS SHAWTY...LOL AND I WAS LIKE I DON'T THINK SO BUT I FELT AS IF A LIGHT BULB WITH OFF IN MY HEAD LIKE YOU STUPID WOMAN WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU GIVE THIS GUY A SHOT SO I DID AND FELT BAD AFTER I DID WHAT I DID. ME AND JAMAAL HAS BEEN DATING FOR 5 MONTHS WE ARGUE BUT IT NEVER TURNS OUT TO WHERE WE DON'T SPEAK FOR WEEKS AND DAYS WE SETTLE OUR ARGUEMENTS ON POINT HE IS VERY SUPPORTIVE OF MY DECISIONS AND HE IS REALLY PLAYING A ROLE OF A FATHER FIGURE TO MY SON SINCE HIS DAD IS NO WHERE IN SITE IF I AM MAD ABOUT SOMETHING HE ALWAYS HAS A WAY FOR TRNASFORMING MY MADNESS TO SOMETHING THAT CAN BE SETTLED AND NOT TO BE STRESSED OUT ABOUT AND I SO LOVE THIS MAN FOR ALL THAT HE DOES FOR ME AND MY SON AND I THANK GOD FOR HIM DEARLY I JUST THOUGHT I WOULD PUT MY THOUGHTS N WORDS. BUT THE MORAL AND POINT OF MY JOURNAL TODAY IS FOR ANY WOMAN OUT THERE WHOM IS AFRAID TO DATE BECAUSE OF WHAT ONE MAN DID TO HER DON'T TAKE IT OUT ON THE NEXT MAN BECAUSE HE CAN BE YOUR HUSBAND AND YOU DONE MISSED OUT NO ONE IS PERFECT AND EVERYONE DESERVES A CHANCE IN LIFE.