Ok first off i hope this is not wrong to right so any christians out there that think this is not right for me to write this let me know. But how can people not believe in God. No i am not a perfect Christian but I do believe in God i use to wonder myself but then these th ings popped in my head. If there was no God how was the sky made? If there was no God then i dont believe we would have our children do some actually believe just one sperm and one egg creates these babies? I am not trying to judge those that dont believe because everyone of their own kind all of their own beliefs after all this country is freedom of religon. Here is just a few things God did for me i was in this deep dark depression thinking of sucicide and actually got real close to it but then i thought about my family and then thought what if i do go to hell. so i stopped but i truly believe with all my heart that God helped me through this my aunt said they saw a vision that God had his hand upon me and you know what i believe he did. He also sent me this wonderful guy to whom i am married to today he stuck through my depression with me missed some days of work and almost lost his job just to be with me. Then i thought you know ill never have kids and God i do belive proved me wrong ok so then well i had one can i have another one and then on Mother's Day God blessed me with another child. i had contractions thursday but it never really was the real thing just yet then saturday at 12am we were heading up to the hospital at 9:02 am May 13 miracle number 2 came into my life we did nto have money to buy the mother's anything so i got to offer my child to them so they had a grandchild on mother's day. There is so much that makes me believe in God just l ook around and tell me man kind created this world naa i dont believe that but once again i hope i am not judging those who do not believe because i believe God will work with those people at some point in time in life :)Still today i am seeing blessings before my eyes from God everyday i wake up thats a blessing he has allowed me to stay home with my kids it may be just for a short time but i enjoyed and loved every mintue of it . (dont get me wrong it is hard sometimes but its all well worth it :). May God keep blessing each and everyone of you.