Well, here it is , 3 am. Hubby is out of town working for the first time in our 8 year marriage. I can't get comfortable, can't keep my eyes shut. I set the alarm, checked, re-checked the locks on the doors and windows, turned on all the outside lights, checked on the kids...repeatedly and I cannot go to sleep. I hope this gets easier since I have several more days until he comes home. I should be tired, having been a "single parent" all day. I have so much respect for all of you out there! I am so accustomed to my "break" when Hubby gets home and plays with the kids after work, I really missed it today. The kids were great though.
I am going to try this whole sleeping thing again, this time on the couch...the bed is too big by myself and I keep hearing noises.

Who woulda thought a 30 yr old 250lb woman (who gave birth 4 times, 2x naturally) would be scared to sleep by herself!?
Goodnight.....morning!
~Jenn

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tazzyt19
Aug. 14, 2007 at 3:26 AM I hope things get easier for you.  What I use to do is put the baby in bed with me.  (I guess that's why they were four and five before I got them to sleep in their beds.)  LOL 

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