Peace, Freedom, Being Me

[PoeticGMama]

I don't know if everybody feels this way but for me when I began being with others it became more of what I could do for them than what they could do for me.

I can't have peace because with children and others around you have to deal with music, tv's, chatter, questions why?

I'm no longer to be free because bills need to be paid, shoes/clothes bought, food fixed, companionship given first. Whatever time is left you can do whatever with it. But when to you have extra time?

I can't be all of me because I don't have Peace, or the Freedom I desire. I wanna write, go to school, dance, sing, praise, laugh, be crazy. Whatever tickles my fancy. But I put it off because I'm too busy being there for everyone else.

Do I yearn to be single? Somedays yes, others no. Guess that's what choices are all about.

 

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