I am not sure why this pregnancy ha so many more complications then the last 6. I still have lots of questions on a daily basis. I guess being faced with so many decisions in my life. I have always believed God will only give you what you can handle. I am not a religous person but through this pregnancy I have prayed quite a bit and not sure why. No matter what I hope the best for my self the newest addition and my family. My first miscarriage was back in 1994 I was in an abusive relationship and he beat me till I miscarried. I was about 4 months when this happened I felt the baby moved 1 time and that was it. My second pregnancy was in 1996 the heart just stopped beating for no reason they have not figured it out. I was about 8 weeks at that time. My third pregnancy was in 1998 I know this will sound strange because it did to me at first. But I was pregnant with only a placenta the baby never developed I could have gone full term but why. My fourth pregnancy went full term and that would be my oldest David no complications with him at all. My fifth pregnancy was in 2004 I miscarried at home in the toilet I was 3 months with this one we never knew what happened they hospital never told me anything. My sixth pregnancy was with my youngest son that was born Jan 25, 2007 he was also full term I had false labor 2 times with him but no real complications. My seventh pregnancy is now I am 6 months pregnant and I have had all kinds of complications so far with this one. I started dilating last month from the inside out but while on bed rest my cervix healed itself and now I am able to resume my normal activities but no heavy lifting. I have had false labor with this one to the point I had to push the baby down, I had lots of pressure in the groin area as well this one is also sitting very low in the pelvic area. But the is a long story short I received counseling for several months after the second miscarriage and I still keep in contact with her through every life event and pregnancy. I have also developed depression from this of-course lots of other factors are involved with that. This is the gest of it. I wish everyone here the best of luck with everything they face daily. You are never alone someone is going through the same thing you are maybe worse. I have learned this life lesson awhile ago. Take it one day at a time.
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