bad mom!

[KGUndulate]

So right I have twins and it's a bit overwhelming at times, but even when it's not I find that I'mhurting my kids.... not intentionally, their just accidents. Like I was holding charlotte in my lap and I moved one of my hands for a split second she did one of her baby jerks and bam hit her head on the table.... Then it was baby bath time and we were in the tub and I was cuttingher fingernails and ended up cutting thetip of her thumb... mind you this is the first attempt of trying to cut their fingernails since I accidently cut the tip of anastazia's pinky last time I tried... I handed charlotte off to her daddy and told him to have papi (my dad) to look at it and I just bawled in the tub... I threw the bby fingernail clippers across the room and vowed not to clip their nails again! Of course they are fine and back to cooing at me after they get their cryingfest out, but I feel horrible that I caused them pain. I know being a new mom accidents are going to happen and I realized that I'm not the only one out there that has done these things.... and that babies can be surprisingly resilient... you know after you have your kid everyone is worried that you may get the baby blues and have post pardum depression... well I was fine after i gave birth... is not that I"m making these mistakes when they are 12 weeks old that I feel like a bad mom and totally worthless...

 Suck it up and keep going, it's not the end of the world I know, I'm just getting this off my chest

 Kimmie